I don't know whether I am correct or wrong, but I want to convey that I lost what it was earlier. I lost my life in this battle. the battle going on in my mind. the battle which was going on with my soul. the battle which is going on with my emotions. earlier I feel nothing whatever happens in my life it feels like more than distaste in life.
I loved her did I do anything wrong in my life. she couldn't be here as she promised to be with me forever. is this what commitment for people? because I don't understand what kind of commitment is this? in this one goes to death and others leave him on the bar. after those beautiful days, there is nothing left in my life to carry on. I feel like giving up my life. whenever I tried giving up she struck me and said in my ears. our love is not so a week you cant do this to me. when she is not there what would I do to anyone? I lost life just like fakir does. I could never imagine this hurts me like anything. I cant live and I cant die this is what happening to me right now. did I do any malevolent activities with her? no way I loved her. sometimes I feel like destroying this word and never ever see back. nowadays I feel annoyed on simple joke. I don't like to enjoy anything. without her this life sucks. sucks like an abnormal person. I really pray to god just take me without letting me know. I want to die without getting to know about being taken. I want to die silently I want to quite silently. I couldn't do justice to anyone even if I survive. this pain will make sure I will not survive or be in a good healthy life. sometimes I feel like I should kill everyone who asks me why are you being so sad. they know why I am being so sad still they ask me to make me feel more about it. how bad that is. how hearting that is. I am dying in n number of ways. she doest feel my pain anymore. what mistake I did. she went and had to take my everything with her. I do miss her every second of my life. I don't know why I do miss but she never leaves my mind. I heard love gives every person life. but in my situation love is taking everything that I have. I heard a lot of stories about lovers are being bullied but I consider my self that I could make up for where she left me incomplete.
i lost my mind because i was in love
those words were said by famous lover mac Decosta. he spent his life searching for his love and ultimately when he found her. she rejected him saying that she never loved him. she used him and she just played with him. she outsmarts him.
I miss you, baby, I don't have words to say. I am helpless I don't have anyone with whom I can share my feelings. I never imagined this would come and you would read this massage one day. but it's just for you that I have to put it on paper. I feel nothing in my life, it feels like my life has become blank paper with marks. i might have lost somewhere but I know I have won somewhere. i know the way I miss you. you must be missing me the same way. i always loved you, you will be my heart always
0 Comments