Letter To Corona

 dear corona

I really wanna thank you that you came to India and everything changed with our contradicted life, if you wouldn't have come to India, our life could have been different. different in a way where we lose our authenticity after working for more than 15 hours. every day we would have come to our home and would have made the same food.  the labours and the farmers would have been exploited somewhere in the country. people are hating you for the devastation that you made recently. they are hating you because you have taken so many innocent lives. 

you have outplayed us in every way. our government has become silent in front of your wrath. please tell me when this will stop? when will you make our life a normal life like before? before you came, common people were scared of guns, robbers, thief, and the rich people. after your arrival in the glob, nobody wants to fight you. even after 8 to 9 months of life. so many people have lost their job because you entered our undivided territory for centuries. and concurred our lands like nobody did in the past, emperor like Sikander could not turn our rivers into bloodstreams but you turned our winds into cyclons. threats to the people who have walked out of their house. but let me tell you, all are not in the same category. people made attempts of their life by coming out in crowds to sell the vegetables because it was the only way to survive and feed their families. people have come out in this trying times to earn their livelihood.  but you did not leave them untouched. you haven't left anyone untouched who tried to outplay you. be it poor or rich you caught everyone who defied your rule. 

dear corona when my family last time spoke to me. I felt so touchy because I didn't remember when my father told me to come home, but after your arrival, my father's hatred changed into an endearment. let me tell you I loved that gesture so much that I can't even describe that in words or you can say I have no words to elaborate on what my feeling was like. I didn't take you seriously at first. I considered you as any normal disease which happens once in somebody's life. but when you took lives of people closed by, I saw with my own eyes people dying. when I say that you have taken lives which were very close to me. you completely terrified me. terrified not for my life but was terrified for the lives of people I love. people I love who were in Pune. it terrified me a couple of times. 

dear corona before you come to India. my life was caught up with much more complications. life was going in depression, many times I thought to give it chance and shuts the doors of my heart for a normal life. I did it once or twice. to forget than pain every night I used to drinks. because I thought it will reduce my pain. but let me tell you I was weak at a time, and nobody was with me. I kept myself isolated for so many days in an enclosed room to see to what extent I can torture my body. but you made me realise, that torture was nothing as compared to the threat of losing everyone in my life, who is close to me, made me terrified.

dear corona when you came here, I wanted your virus in my body. because I wasn't interested in this life. because when you came with your deadly virus. my life wasn't easy at all. sitting on somewhere on the road smoking packets, and thinking about every bit I spent with my love of life, and that love wasn't alive anywhere. dear corona you can not imagine how hard it was for me to settle down on one place. suddenly when I see my father called me that day. I felt some hope in life. when you came one side I want to hate you and another side of me wants me to love you. because I never realised how much I have wasted my energy on wrong ones, whoever came to my life I trusted every bit of that with truthness. I want to hate you not personally but socially. the reason behind hate is that you are taking the innocent lives of people. another side of me tells me to love you. because you haven't discriminated while taking someone's life. you didn't see whether they are rich or poor. you didn't see whether they are upper caste or lower caste. if one looks at you in the same manner I look at. India will learn a lot from you. you puzzled everyone with your story of rising cases in America and the number of deaths were almost frightened. when I looked at the figure I considered that you will wipe out half number of our population considering our crowd. luckily you didn't make chaos like America here. for that, I should thank you.

dear corona I also want to thank you because in the last 23 years I never spent quality time with my family. I have never been with my father like this. I never spent much time with my brother. it was quite amazing for me. and it helped me somewhat gained my lost gesture of looking at life. not fully but in some manner, it reduced my pain a little bit. when I am with them I pretend that everything is ok. pretending made me realise that actually, I can make my life exactly like what I pretend to be. past six months with your presence nearby, made me realise that my family is important for me. which wasn't the same case before your advent of chaos. when life was normal with heartbreaks and pain I realised now something else is also important in my life and that's my family.

when I sit alone and think about my past. I remember everything about my life and I could avoid those things. I had a close encounter with life many times. I wasn't afraid of that because the person I love. they were there around me somewhere far from distant.

dear corona you made me realise this life's worth and I am very much thankful to you. for that. you sent me home in trying times to be with my family and spent little time with them to realise how important they are for me. and how important my life is for my parents. this year I have lost my closed one. some have gone with their choice and you took away some of them. I hope you could understand my feelings. you are not bad as people thinks about you. when nobody knew about your capabilities, nobody knew about your deadly virus so much. now everyone knows about your ability to harm. I know you are not as bad as you look, I could just hope that you will never look to take innocent lives anymore. hearty congratulation that you are not biased as this world is. 

Thank You.